Are you seeking more passion and inspired moments in your life? I realized one thing that in order for me to fill my mind, my soul and my heart with passion and inspiration I had to let go of the past. Totally. Completely. I had to create a flow in my life and allow joy, abundance and success come back to me.
It was a Friday evening. While listening to the clock on my fireplace and sipping on a glass of merlot, I reflected on situations that happened to me in the past. Does the past come back to haunt you when you think you released it? How do you know that you totally let go of your past? Is it a cycle of old and new emotions that never ends? How do you know that you have totally let go… and how did you let go? Do you know if it was the right way and for the right reasons? What if …when we let go…it comes back even stronger, but in a different way? Is it all a total cycle of madness?
For me personally, the intention was a big deal. For me it was the forgiveness and awareness that what happened in my life was a life lesson. Often God uses crisis situations to get our attention and make us stronger. Learning to let go is asking God to release you from the past and ask the ghost of the past to release you. It had to be a strong intention, so strong that I felt it was a force pushing through me like a strong army tank. I needed to release people from my life that were “energy vampires” and unhealthy situations that were preventing my personal and business growth. I knew that the pain of “letting go” would be less than the pain of holding on to it, letting it intoxicate my body and mind. It started with a decision to let go, even though I was afraid to let it go or hope that it would work out somehow and dissolve on its own.
But, let me ask you… Do we really want to let go of the past? Does it serve some crazy life purpose or our own ego? We hold onto things and put them on the shelf “just in case”. We put people in this “special treasure chest” and keep them at bay, so we can control situation. Then we see that other people do that to our lives and our hearts. However, the cycle has to stop. It’s time to live a healthy life. We feel it is totally out of perfect alignment and it is a total discord or chaos. I am sure you’ve heard people say, “Cut the cords with him or her …Let it go!”
I did… sometimes I believed that I did… sometimes I did release it all for certain. I remember the nights I prayed, “God, take these people out of my life and take me out of their life…” I knew some situations were drops of poison. Often this poison seems sweet, and it is hard to let go… however, it is a BIG must!
You would think, “Tatyana that is easy to say…” No, I did not say it would be easy. I know it is not like a balloon that you let flow into the sky and watch as it disappears into the clouds. We must know the main reason and motive why we should let go of certain things.
The level of understanding will come when we can cut cords with old relationships, old ideas and old business partnerships. Set the intention to RELEASE and ask God to release you from the past, old ideas and events… that they be released from your mind, heart and soul. God knows your intention and your decision.
Remember, when we do that, we enter into a new field of energy and we will experience a new growth. Like branches of a tree that often need to be cut to experience new growth and flourish! I grew up in Russia and my parents used to have a very beautiful orchard with apple, plum and cherry trees. We had to cut branches from these trees every year so that they could be healthier and grow more… in order for these trees to heal faster we let them rest, nurtured them with water, sun and time.
Remember once you decide to let go, all you have is TIME. Time can heal if you let it. You must trust the process. No one knows the outcome, no matter how eager we are to know. That is the magic of true faith… God loves surprises! Believe me, it will be better than EVER… once you let go. The one person you can trust is YOU!
Once you learn to listen to your heart, you will learn how to let go and manifest things in your life that are meant to be. Good things are waiting for you to let go so they can RUSH into your life!
Have a great week!
Tatyana Gann
Your Loyal Teacher
